Text 25 May 28 notes 68154) My boyfriend knows that I don’t eat much for long periods of time and that I work out a lot to lose weight. He also knows that I weigh under x pounds. He asked if I’m anorexic and when I said know all he said was “Well you better stop before you look like you are.” Thanks so much for triggering me.
Text 25 May 242 notes 68149) I hate being the fat friend. Especially when my friends are talking about diets and fat people in my school! It makes me wanna just disappear like I wasn’t there!!
Text 24 May 43 notes 68080) I used to starve almost x meals of every day, and it got me nowhere. I used to wonder why nothing’s getting better. I realized that the only way that this will work if I take everything out of my diet. Here I am, recovered and exercising instead.
Text 24 May 96 notes 68081) They kept telling me “you’re not alone in this” as though this would help. How am I meant to take pleasure in the fact that there are other people like me? I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.
Text 24 May 58 notes 68082) My ex-friend that doesn’t know I have an ED made the comment that even anorexics in America don’t know how to starve. FUCK YOU, bitch.
Text 24 May 62 notes 68084) My old friend would always talk about how she wished she had an athletic body and long blonde hair and blue eyes like me. Like I haven’t worked a day in my life for any of this. Like I haven’t put myself through so much pain, starved myself for days, or pushed myself to passing out when I exercise so I could have a body I’m not even proud of.
Text 24 May 72 notes 68085) I’ve made sure all my friends are fatter than me and live far away. Because happiness to me is being the skinniest and not being forced to eat.
Text 24 May 193 notes 68087) I just want someone to tell me I’m skinny but at the same time I don’t want attention from anyone.
Text 24 May 44 notes 68089) I’m x years old and have never had a serious boyfriend, which is a contributing factor to my ED. Up until following this page, I never thought of what problems could arise from having an ed and a boyfriend at the same time.
Text 24 May 48 notes 68090) My boyfriend hates eating. He actually hates it and always had, and he hates that he hates it but he never eats. He lost x pounds last week and he’s so so skinny and I’m worried about him but I dont want to force him to eat. He just has no idea how triggering it is and now I havent eaten a single thing in y days

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